the blues has kicked in

man am i wore out. i have been running and runing since i got home 2 months ago. i ve been managing to keep busy and destracting myself quite a bit,mason also helps with that. he has gotten so many bumps and bruises and has really became a tom boy as we call it here in michigan. he just wants t be out doors all the time. we got word that chris may be returning home 2 months early but wont know for sure till the day he does basically. its fustrating. as days go by i get lonlier. i miss his scent his warm embrace and the sound of laughter. im startn to get the winter blues also. its so cold here. its a wooping 45 degrees. i told him today that i wanted to go back to san diego before it started snowing no matter what. i miss the warm wheather the peice and quite of my own home and most of all my bestie,espeically now that shes having a baby i want to be there for her. its hard being so far away from people you care about. i ahte leaving people beind no matter where i go i alawys end up missing someone and that takes a toll on you after awhile.