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I THINK THE STRESS IS FINALLY GETTING TO ME. I MISS MY HUSBAND SO MUCH. MASON IS IN HIS TANTRUM STAGE AND POTTY TRAINING BOY OH BOY. SOME DAYS I JUST THINK ILL FALL APART ESPECIALLY WHEN MASON SAYS WHENS DADDY COMMING? I JUST WANT TO CRY INSTEAD OF BEING STRONG. WHY IS IT THAT I HIDE IT ALL THE TIME I ASK MY SELF SOME DAYS. I JUST WISH I HAD RAEL FRIENDS HERE IN MICHIGAN THAT UNDERSTOOD AND CARED BUT NO IM 2500 MILES AWAY FROM MY TRUE FRIENDS. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH...I JUST WISH MY LIFE WOULD GO BACK TO NORMAL WITH MY HUSBAND LAYN NEXT TO ME AND US LAUGHING ABOUT STUPID STUFF. ONLY 5 MONTHS LEFT OF THIS LONLINESS I GUESS.....