13 days to go.....

well its getting close. chris is leaving in 13days and im totally on the verge of a major break down. there is so much stress with him leaving for 8 months not to mention the other stress of packing driving across country and hearing people tell me that they understand when in reality they just dont know what to say because they themselves could never imagin being away from there husband for more than a week. escipally when i wont even get to know if hes okay until 2 months after hes over there...im am so scared and want to just break down and cry but i stand there with a smile on my face and act like im fine for my son and him. we still have a million things to pack up and only a week to do it. i just cant do it alone. and hes working to much to even help. im so ready to scream!!!!GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!! why does it have to be so hard.............